a merry sunshine

i saw the eds specialist yesterday. it was a really good appointment: she confirmed a a lot of things i had suspected and pointed out some other things i hadn't even realized were connected. apparently i exhibit a lot of sign of dysautonomia, even though i've never struggled with dizziness and fainting spells? she's pioneering the care and treatment of people with EDS in a lot of ways, and you can tell she takes her responsibility as a specialist very seriously. i'll stick my full summary behind a cut:

( tl;dr )

i love being an alive human being who exists in a body.